Shopping 002

It's been a while since i went shopping with my mum... Almost 2 months i guess...
Went shopping with her this morning at Jusco Cheras Selatan... I ended up going home empty handed while my mum got to shop for a blouse :(... All i had was just groceries bag... Sigh

Since my sis shift back her computer from my room to her room, and left all the rubbish on my table, i had 2 clean my room... zZz.. lucky, it was not much which means, i still have time to go shopping!!!

Went to Leisure Mall with Niki and i got myself the glass frame that i've been looking for for the past 3 weeks!!! I went to Ikano,Cineleisure,Curve,Mines which sums ups more then 10 optical shop, and yet i still cant get the shape and design that i want... At last, i went back to Focus Point at Leisure Mall and got my self the Hugo Boss Designer Glass Frame :p Up to my surprise, i maintained my power for 3 years in a row!! It looked something like this




It was a great day today and i bet, there's more to come. Like what my friend told me, when bad things happened, good things will come... And i kinda of believe it... Thanks to my psychology assignment, i did a lil research on "karma"... lol.. All i can say is, there's no harm in believing karma ;)

Single's day out, 001

Today is the first day where i could walk out to public and do what ever i wanted to do...BUT, luck is not with me, as it was raining the whole day, so i ended up sleeping @ home :p

None the less, i did went out with the guys and we went for a movie "The Wait" or something like that. Gosh! As usually, i was laughing all the way till the end of the movie and still cant talk about the ridiculous stuff happened in the movie. We wanted to go for "Bedtime Stories", but the group wanted something horror... Well, horror ain't my cup of tea, cause ill be spending time laughing then scare... :p

Then, Chester send me this link of Rowan Atkinson aka Mr.Bean... It was great!!! I had a huge laugh... But then, the video brought me back to my doing a year and half ago... All the silly things that im scared ill do wrong, anyways, it was a great video.. and you guys should check it out too... I mean this clip, not the movie aite... ;)

Too lazy to download the video, but here's the link...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pww9fnc-UUY

The FullSTOP!

Thanks you ALL for all the wishes and encouragement, i admit that for this past 2 days, I was indeed sad because its not simple to let go something that is precious to you. But nevertheless, I’ve woke up from my dream(thanks for some of you, and you know who you are) and im proud to tell you all, I’m back to whom I was.

Niki, remembered when I was chasing you back then, I made a clip for you, well, I kinda made a clip for us too… Now...

I’m already marching forward and I hope that you too will be able to find that star that truly belongs to you…

It's the End

As of 1st January 2009, it marks the end of our 373 days of relationship. I’m glad that both of us are able to move on, on the things that we wanted. Well I got to say, it ended quite professional, as both of us were able to sit and talk and there’s no shouting or trashing stuff around.. Haha

Nevertheless, we are still friends after all, so no worries for us kay? Not like we hate each other or something :p



I just want you to know that this 373 days being with you was one of the happiest moment of my life.

A trip down South

It’s the trip down south to Port Dickson!!!
Despite sleeping late because of the autoshow, I was still able to wake up by 6.30… hahaha

It was one hell of a trip this time, the most tiring one day trip I’ve ever been to… reason being? We walked up and down a whole bloody hill… =.=lll

But indeed it was a nice view, we walk up the hill to the watch tower where we can see the circular movement of the sea water aka; we can see the sea is moving in a circle :p

On the way up, we saw a stairs and we wondered if we could reach the beach side below the hill, without any knowledge, we just walk and walk and believe it or not, it’s the first time im doing jungle tracking on a slipper!!!

Around 20 minutes later, we reach to the beach, and gosh, it’s beautiful!!! except for the seaweed la… :p Then I found a rocky route where we could cross and we reach the other side of the mountain where from a bird eye, we saw the sea moving in a circular form.

Because of the gravity force, coming down was easy, but climbing us was HELL!!! We spend around half an hour or more just to climb back up the stairs. Gosh, this is even more tiring then going up down Batu Cave’s.

When we reach till the top, I notice that there was an info board about the route we took. How blind was us? :p

We then reach to another beach side where we do the usual thing that everyone does at the beach side… lol, play water gun la.. swim with the wave la… play balls la… etc, you know the stuff ☺

After all the salt and sand, we could not locate anywhere to bath, so we drove to this hotel on the other side of PD. Just to get our self bath, we waited for almost half an hour in line and when it was our turn, the water level was low and I was bathing with yellowish water.. EW!! But what to do, I had to get rid of the sand on my body :(
Nevertheless, we found a place to barbeque, juz right in front of the hotel, facing the beach side and my gosh!, The sunset was beautiful, all I can say, it’s pricelss. It was the first sunset that I had with this bunch of friends haha :)

Because 2 of our members were vegetarian, it was the first time that I had barbeque vegetarian food, and because of the lightless condition, most of the food was carbonated, but soon we improvise with a man-made hanging torch light and with the help of my beloved Sony Ericsson K770 LED Flash. XD

It was indeed a trip worth to go and the best thing is that, everyone enjoyed themselves and even my friends whom are not St.John member, enjoyed themselves like close buddy’s.


SengSeng!!!


Notice the rotation in the middle of the sea?


The Watch Tower


The bloody route that we need to walk up to the watch tower...





Stone Tower made by some John Doe


Beautiful scenery rite?


Pic of me with the sea ^^


Look at how they grow... @.@





The bloody signboard that we missed... lol


Saw this mini hypermarket on the way down to the beach


More then what i expected... :p





What a beautiful sunset ;)



Another beautiful sunset ^^


Camwhoring with the sunset.. haha


It's barbeque time... In complete darkness and sound system from my car :p

5911!!

27th December 2008. This was the day that i could not forget!
It was the International Xtreme Autoshow 2008 that caught my attention few months ago.

There was this sub-competition that i wanted to join, spit fire comp!! Sadly, I did not join because of the tight schedule of my timetable… :( and also because the entry fee is RM200 so I decided to let it be.

Because I don’t want to pay the RM2 parking fee, I toke the exit entry and parked my car at national squash stadium and I found parking for my car just opposite the ICE section or better known as Parking D. There were tons of heavily modified car, both international and local and as usually, Hot sexy 280ml coke bottle model, but sadly, I found them less attractive compared 2 the beauties laid beside them( the cars I mean, sorry models :p)

We entered the arena at around 8pm because we need to wait for Jacky to off work @ OUG, and man! The Jet Car and two headed mini cooper was not there because of the US Inspection… Grr.. We felt cheated and conned by the ads. But nevertheless, there were some cars from overseas, but as we walk deeper and deeper, we saw lots of Malaysian Modified cars.. It’s like we have been cheated the second time :(

But the locally modified cars there was not as pure as it seems. Some of the cars were modified to a level which blew my mind off. Let the picture do the talking shall we?


Pro Auto Acc's Flat Black Gen 2


Pink Custom Wide Body Toyota Yaris


Interior of a Honda Jazz, Custom Fibered


Toyota Hilux 4X4... With Air Abs...


Welcomed by the Hummer ^^


J*Lux Toyota Wish - Air Abs Canister


Jp's VIP Cefiro's





Honda Jazz, VIP style interior


Would like prefer the black or white?


Powered by 20B engine @.@


Perodua Myvi... Janggut Style.. XD


Does that fabric design looks familiar?


VIP Style Toyota Wish... Look at the bling's bling's


Me posing with my Zhai Zhai

As you have seen in the picture, my car entered the spit fire comp zone after the semi-final round and guess wad, Zhai Zhai ranked 2nd on the Street Spit Fire Comp!!! (Street Spit Fire Comp does not exist. This was an unofficial comp XD) Enjoy ;)

Depression...

Gloomy clouds are arousing my feeling. If you asked me, I can’t really tell you weather im depress or sad, best to describe is, im just too emotionless to care anymore.

I’ve been reading book on psychology because of my assignment and guess what, im coming to this thinking that im in a state of depression ☺

These are the sign and symptoms of depression according to my college psychology lecturer;

1.persistent sadness, anxiety or emptiness;
2.feelings of hopelessness or pessimism;
3.feelings of guilt, worthlessness or helplessness;
4.loss of interest or pleasure in usually enjoyed activities, including sex;
5.decreased energy, a feeling of fatigue or of being slowed down;
6.difficulty concentrating, remembering or making decisions;
7.restlessness or irritability;
8.sleep disturbances;
9.loss of appetite and weight, or weight gain;
10.chronic pain or other persistent bodily symptoms that are not caused by a physical disease; and
11.thoughts of and attempts at suicide.

Well, I don’t think that im the final stage of depression till attempting to attempt a suicide, but I do feel like running away from all the stuff that is surrounding me now. I wanted to go to a beach, where no one could find me, and shout out all the misery that lies beyond my heart.

But I know that this is impossible unless I made it possible. It’s like my old friend are coming back and visit me. Mr.Lonely. I used to live for myself and by myself, till I woke up one day and told myself, I cant do this no more. As time goes by, they came by and visit me, more often now I guess.

I used to give people suggestion on how to live better, but I just never seems to apply that to myself. Like I used to say to represent my self, I am who I am, I guess, no matter how I want my self to be, im still me and this is the fact that could not be changed.

I’m really sick and tired of all the things that is going on around me and I really do hope that I could find a place where I could just place my mind and heart at peace, just for a day or two.